Nearly went homeless, had to close art business. Struggling as an artist, maybe it's not meant to be anymore.

I am sorry to ask but I'm desperate. I try to save for a reading but I keep getting hit with expenses. I don't want to keep making the wrong choices as an artist, and I also wonder if it's too late for me now. I spent my best years in and out of therapy for trauma and depression. I only picked my art back up at 37, partly because my natal chart seemed to say I should be an artist. I am missing half my hearing, which limits the jobs available to me and I saw a chance to start my art business during covid. I had been successful on a small scale with my own visual art business for the last few years, it paid a lot of my bills. Last year I was renovicted from my affordable house. I lucked out with an apartment I can barely afford, I was days away from homelessness and had months of rejections for places to live. My art business had to shut down and I'm struggling to restart it. The clients have less money to spend, and I've been struggling with bills. I've started learning digital art, in an effort to offer more affordable art options to clients but I have doubts with continuing to learn digital . I almost feel like I should pack all my art up and call it a day and just join a factory and work till retirement. Either I'm working in the wrong areas, (I work primarily in Illustration, I love cartoons/comics, but I also love to paint and sculpt but don't have success with those like I do with illustration.)Or I missed my chance as an artist earlier in this life. I've misread my chart/projected delusional things before that I hoped would work out. I don't want to make those mistakes again. I'm ready for a reality check. Thank you if you've read this far.

I am sorry to ask but I'm desperate. I try to save for a reading but I keep getting hit with expenses. I don't want to keep making the wrong choices as an artist, and I also wonder if it's too late for me now. I spent my best years in and out of therapy for trauma and depression. I only picked my art back up at 37, partly because my natal chart seemed to say I should be an artist. I am missing half my hearing, which limits the jobs available to me and I saw a chance to start my art business during covid. I had been successful on a small scale with my own visual art business for the last few years, it paid a lot of my bills. Last year I was renovicted from my affordable house. I lucked out with an apartment I can barely afford, I was days away from homelessness and had months of rejections for places to live. My art business had to shut down and I'm struggling to restart it. The clients have less money to spend, and I've been struggling with bills. I've started learning digital art, in an effort to offer more affordable art options to clients but I have doubts with continuing to learn digital . I almost feel like I should pack all my art up and call it a day and just join a factory and work till retirement. Either I'm working in the wrong areas, (I work primarily in Illustration, I love cartoons/comics, but I also love to paint and sculpt but don't have success with those like I do with illustration.)Or I missed my chance as an artist earlier in this life. I've misread my chart/projected delusional things before that I hoped would work out. I don't want to make those mistakes again. I'm ready for a reality check. Thank you if you've read this far.